I’m not an opinionated person. Some might say I keep a lot of things to myself, the reality is I mostly try to understand why things are the way they are. But if I do feel the urge to express one, I jot it down. I write to visualize intense feelings, both in joy and despair hoping that it will help me through perplexing emotions.
Today, I received a letter from you. I know you’ve sent a couple of them not too long ago. I haven’t responded to most of them, intentionally. There were a lot of sacrifices made in the past and we both knew that it was something we fought and faced together. We separated because I felt that I had to leave. Yet you held on till this very moment and this is what’s causing much anguish. More than anything you know that hurting someone I’ve loved so much is the last thing I would do.
For almost three years I didn’t think it was possible to let go of you, and then he came along. Meeting him made me content. He gives me a reason…
I’m moving on but I want you to know that you are a wonderful part of me. With all sincerity, I wish you would find the happiness and contentment I feel with Christian.